Why are you trying so hard to fit in when you were born to stand out?

My dad told me that yesterday after he found out why I was so upset. I found out a group of my friends were planing to go Bangkok for a short break coming December & I was not invited. I thought we do everything together. We study together, have lunch together & Go movies together.

Thinking of confronting them, but did not. That would be very embarrassing for everyone especially myself. I kept coming up with reasons for the exclusion. The only thing this suggest is that they don't really like me, which is pretty humbling & super depressing.

Anyway my dad's words stays in my mind. He's really such a sweet dad. He promise we will be going Paris this December. Paris is like a thousand time better than Bangkok right? Yes it is but that didn't take away the pain of being excluded from my friends. Still it's great. Can't wait for that now. On second thoughts, it did soothe my heart a little:))